Even though I’ve only had limited association with Badi Didi, her place in my life is immeasurable and irreplaceable.
I’ve always been drawn to her, even before I met her, her graceful and gentle energy radiating through any medium.
I met her for the first time in Mangarh for Holi in 2023. As soon as she walked into the room, I felt the gravity of the air around us shift, centering around her.
The next morning at Zoom, when she walked out, she looked me straight in the eyes and said “ab pahachanliya”. Her eyes were magnetic, so dark and deep that you could feel how divine her gaze was.
Later on that trip, we played “lat mar” holi with didis, where they would lovingly tap our cheeks with Maharaji’s slippers. I still remember the feeling of her fingers holding my chin. I cannot even describe the softness of her skin and the delicacy in her touch. She was heartbreakingly gentle.
I knew beyond a doubt she always knew what I was thinking. It was uncanny, almost every time I felt a burst of love or longing for God and Guru when we played Holi, one of the three of the Didis would always throw water balloons or flowers in my direction. It was an embodiment of their grace and the grace of God and Guru, a grace we hardly deserve.
Badi Didi was also an incredible artist, and I had the extraordinary privilege of seeing some of my artwork. Knowing that she took the time to even look at them, and that she encouraged me to keep up with it, is a gift I will never take for granted.
Lastly, I want to share my experience with her on Zoom. I often joined early, when she was the only one present. Even from thousands of miles away, every time she said my name or said “radhey radhey” to me, I felt my heart flutter, my throat close, and my skin prickle. Her divine presence reached me all the way in the US.
Just thinking about all the love, kindness, and service she dedicated her existence to is unfathomable. Thinking about the way she embodied the love of God and Guru with every breath she took is awe-inspiring. We will all miss her softness and her motherliness dearly, we will hold memories of her close to our hearts.
Radhey Radhey Badi Didi, I love you always.
~ Anonymous, USA
Badi Didi embodies the essence of motherly love—gracious, innocent, and selfless. Her radiant personality has drawn thousands of devotees closer to the teachings of Jagadguru Shri Kripalu Maharaj. I am one of those fortunate devotees whose life has been transformed by her boundless affection and unwavering guidance. For that, I am forever grateful to her.
My connection with satsang began long before I understood its significance. My parents were deeply devoted even before I was born, and every summer, we would visit the ashrams in Mangarh, Mussoorie, or Barsana. As a child, I met Maharaji and Didis several times, but their profound presence eluded me. I attended these trips more out of obligation than devotion, simply because my parents encouraged me to. At the time, I hadn’t internalized the philosophy or realized the value of these moments. However, as I grew older and spent more time in the company of Didis—especially Badi Didi—everything began to change.
Badi Didi’s love enveloped everyone she met, manifesting in ways that often went unnoticed at the time but left an everlasting impact. She created an atmosphere of joy and warmth, taking us on trolley rides, organizing games, going shopping with us, and treating us to Domino’s pizza or Starbucks coffee—all to ensure we felt cared for and cherished. She had an extraordinary ability to make everyone, whether a child or an adult, feel deeply seen, cherished, and loved. Her humor and attentiveness drew people in effortlessly, as she cared for even the smallest details of our lives with a tenderness that surpassed our own worldly mothers. Her sweet, innocent smile and the gentle touch of her hand conveyed a love so profound that it felt divine, as though she were the mother we had been searching for all along.
Amidst the joy and playfulness, Badi Didi consistently wove in guidance for our spiritual journey. She would remind us to practice Radhey breathing, to feel the constant presence of Hari Guru, and to remember the ultimate purpose of life. Her teachings were not only practical but also deeply heartfelt. Often, she would tear up when speaking about Maharaji or the siddhant, reflecting her immense love and devotion to her Guru. Whether we were riding the trolley or sitting casually with her, she would narrate Maharaji’s leelas with such warmth that they left an indelible impression on our hearts.
Her devotion to Maharaji was unparalleled, and her entire life revolved around serving her Guru. She seamlessly managed every aspect of the ashram, balancing immense responsibilities with grace. From ensuring that each child’s needs were met to overseeing the intricate operations of the ashrams, she handled it all effortlessly. She had an extraordinary ability to connect with us on our level while simultaneously managing the grander vision of the ashram. Her dedication was awe-inspiring, yet she carried it all with humility, never seeking acknowledgment.
Her sacrifices knew no bounds. Even when she was visibly unwell, Badi Didi prioritized the needs of Maharaji and her devotees above her own. I vividly remember a moment when, during a Zoom session with hundreds of devotees, she excused herself to the bathroom due to sickness but returned shortly after, asking about my health as if her own discomfort didn’t exist. This was just one of countless instances where she disregarded her own suffering to care for us. Even while battling cancer, she continued to give us her love and support. While we complain about minor ailments, Badi Didi endured so much with unwavering composure, always putting us first.
Through her love, Badi Didi helped me see what I could not on my own. I may never fully comprehend the depth of her divine nature, but I know she is mine. While Maharaji is my Guru and the ultimate goal of my life, it was Badi Didi who guided me to this realization. She didn’t just teach us about the path; she lived it. Through her innocence, grace, and devotion, she drew us closer to Maharaji and helped us recognize the source of true happiness. The debt we owe her for her love, sacrifices, and tireless seva is one we can never repay. Her selflessness is a lesson for us all, and her guidance will continue to light the way for generations to come.
Badi Didi, your loving smile, caring presence, and gentle embrace will forever remain in my heart. You have left an indelible mark on my life, and I can only hope to honor your love by serving Hari Guru with all my heart. Through constant remembrance and tears of longing, I pray that one day I will be graced with the divine jhanki of the eternal family. Your love is my guiding light, and for that, I am eternally grateful. Badi Didi, I love you deeply and will never forget you.
~ Naman Goyal, USA
Badi Didi’s life and devotion were a profound source of inspiration to me. Through her unwavering dedication to Maharaj Ji and His teachings, she showed the transformative power of surrender, faith, and selfless service. Her humility and steadfastness on the spiritual path encouraged me to wholeheartedly embrace Maharaj Ji’s guidance. Her life was a beautiful example of how devotion to the Guru and His wisdom can elevate one’s soul and bring immense joy and purpose. The grace and wisdom she shared with everyone will remain an eternal light source for me and countless others.
~ Smrity Adhikari, USA
I was truly graced to have an amazing and loving sister like you, Badi Didi. From the very first time we met, you welcomed me with warmth and kindness that I will never forget. Coming from a foreign country and not knowing the Hindi language, I still remember how you gently held my face and said with a smile, “I only know a little English,” as you handed me something sweet to eat. In that moment, despite the language barrier, I felt your love and acceptance—it transcended words. You always remind us how Shri Maharaj Ji is protecting us and will continue to do so. Those words have brought so much comfort and strength to my heart, reminding me of the importance of faith and service. Every time I visit India, you have a way of making me feel at home, as though I truly belong. Seeing you on Zoom every day has been such a gift. It makes me feel seen, cherished, and special. The way you call out to me as Kavita or the nickname you lovingly gave me, 'Poetry', lights up my heart and reminds me how deeply you care. Your loving and giving nature inspires us all to serve Guru and Shyama Shyam with devotion and humility. The kindness you have shown, the sweet smile that lights up every room, and the warmth of your presence will forever remain in our hearts. Badi Didi, I will truly miss you. Your love has left an everlasting mark on my soul, and your memory will continue to guide and inspire me. I will always love you, JiJi.
~ Kavita Bhagoo, Canada
An angel, a Divine Spirit Compassion, Love, and Kindness from every pore of her being, always encouraging, always pointing us to Maharaj Ji and Radha Krishna. A model of dedication, focus, and determination. Pure presence to everyone, inspiring me at every turn, I will miss her smile, heart, and love dearly. I feel so blessed to have had her association, love, and grace. She called me Mr. Smoothie lovingly, and I miss her dearly. Our daily Zoom calls and checkpoints were the highlights of my day. She leaves me with the most important lesson: not to take any moment for granted. To follow Maharaj Ji’s instructions fully NOW and truly realize the goal of my Soul.
With Lots of Love
~Sailesh Ranchod, USA
Badi Didi has been the continuing guiding light for my progress towards serving God and Guru. She has always been in sincere and selfless service of humanity, helping the poor and needy and spiritual aspirants alike. I am so grateful for the love, care, and guidance she has always provided for my life. She will be deeply missed by all.
~ Sanjay Jagota, Canada
From a young age, I’ve been fortunate enough to grow up with Badi Didi’s association, with nearly every holiday break being filled with her love, grace, and warm-hearted smile. Through her countless acts of seva, Badi Didi showed me what the genuine definition of being selfless is. I am forever grateful for each lesson, guiding piece of advice, and experience she has given me.
Love and miss you so much, Badi Didi.
Thanks,
~ Bhakti Choudhary (Rhea)
Badi Didi’s care and guidance made me feel at home and truly part of the family in Shri Maharaj Ji’s satsang. Although Badi Didi is not here physically, the care she gave and the guidance she provided on spiritual and personal matters continue to push me forward to this day. Her warm smile, loving pats on my cheek, and sweet talks would brighten my day—and they still do.
Whenever I asked Badi Didi a spiritual question, she would happily answer, always encouraging me to participate in sadhana programs and feel Maharaj Ji’s presence at all times. Whenever I took steps to grow in my sadhana, she would congratulate me and motivate me to keep going. Badi Didi would also narrate stories of Maharaj Ji’s leelas whenever satsangees visited places where he performed them.
Badi Didi was like a mother to me, not only guiding me spiritually but also caring for my personal and health needs. One winter, when many satsangees didn’t have proper winter clothing, she personally handed some out to us. When my stomach was upset, she arranged for me to have curd rice and regularly checked on me. When I injured my legs, she showed me exercises to help them heal. And, last but not least, she always made sure I ate properly, lovingly scolding me if I didn’t.
~ Sunny Kharel, Texas, USA
Words fall short in describing the divine personality of Pyari Badi Didi.
Badi Didi exemplified Guru Bhakti by living it with unwavering selflessness and guided us with love and devotion on the same path of seva to her beloved father and our Gurudev Shri Maharaj Ji.
Didi’s humility, boundless dedication, and unconditional love remain an eternal source of inspiration for us. While Didi is no longer physically with us, her words, teachings, and cherished memories continue to illuminate our journey on the path of Hari Guru Bhakti.
Even amidst the adulation and love of countless devotees, Pyaari Badi Didi ensured the focus remained exclusively on Shri Maharaj Ji, embodying the essence of a true Guru Sewak.
It is my humble prayer to the lotus feet of God that we remain eternally under the love, guidance, and protection of our beloved Badi Didi and our revered Gurudev, not only in this lifetime but for all eternity, no matter where we may be.
Radhey Radhey
~ Raj Sekhon, Toronto, Canada
How does one begin to write about such a personality? The hands shake, my eyes are moist, and my thoughts are filled with a collage of memories. One thought that remains is simply one of gratitude, that I was even allowed to be a part of this grand family of satsangis.
My first trip to Shri Kripalu Dham was in 2002. As a small child, I was adamant that I was adopted, not feeling any sense of belonging with my biological family. Only after meeting the Divine Family of Shri Maharajji did I finally feel like, yes, this is my actual family.
Regarding Badi Didi, I remember being floored with how absolutely graceful she is at everything; her movements, her speech, her style of dress, the way she would perform arati, all were extraordinary. I remember first thinking, there’s something very different about her, almost like royalty. Yes, of course, Shri Maharaj Ji’s family is all divine personalities, but there’s something uniquely special about her.
Her all-encompassing kindness was another quality that stood out. That smile of hers could melt stone. Gentleness and positivity radiate from her like light from the sun. Everything she said was always so encouraging and uplifting. And her patience! She tolerated so much from me personally! She would pay so much attention to small details, especially in the matter of seva. She would personally show how even menial tasks should be done. Knowing that I’m an idiot, she went to the extent of following me outside the mahal to ensure I was putting the rubbish in the correct bin!
Watching her interactions with Shri Maharajji was something else. Her smile knew no bounds in His presence. It was as if she was always on high alert, always thinking one step ahead so that whatever Shri Maharajji needed was done immediately and seamlessly. When I later learned the term “kaayavyuswaroopa,” I thought of Badi Didi as our living, breathing example. By looking at her actions, one can know the will of Shri Maharajji. Nothing about her life was ordinary, and even her departure is a lesson for us. She could have chosen
Anyway, she wanted to return to Golok. Many other saints have left this world by entering samadhi, or merging into a moorti. What effort would it take for someone who was never under Maya, someone who is not even at the level of jeev, to leave this world miraculously? But once again, her Divine nature was hidden so that we could learn.
When Amma ji left for Golok, Shri Maharajji was our rock. He ensured we would never forget her, but also gave so much motherly affection. After Shri Maharajji left, our Didis became our lifeline. We would have been absolutely lost otherwise. They continue to make so much effort, even now denying themselves proper rest, to continue Shri Maharajji’s mission and ensure we are trying our hardest to attain our goal.
Our VSK Sarkar always functioned as a singular unit and will remain so. We have Badi Didi’s teachings and her very life from which we can derive guidance. Just as Shri Maharajji said, He will never leave His kids, how can our Big Sister leave us? Our dearest Manjhali Didi and Chhoti Didi are thankfully still amongst us. With Shri Maharajji’s teachings and their guidance, we can make it through this ordeal as well.
~ Michelle Boodram (Mohini), Kitchener, Canada
Define happiness. Happiness is Badi Didi. Badi Didi to me is the personification of happiness.
The everlasting blissful smile on Badi Didi’s face no matter whether she is busy with JKP organization short term or long term planning or spending time with all of us during picnics or morning zoom sessions, Badi Didi effortlessly keeps Maharajji’s philosophy of remembering and reminding all of us Hari Guru at all times and at every moment.
It was my good fortune to get her association while she was dealing with some very worldly matters. How easily she could switch from handling people and situations with full responsibility to “Radhe Govinda bhajo,” motivating all of us to shift our focus, raising her hands followed by powerful claps and a sweet smile on her face was truly inspiring and one of my sweetest memories of her.
Jai Shree Radhe,
Pyare Pyare Maharajji - Amma ki jai!
~ Krishna Pallavi, Jacksonville, FL, USA
Badi Didi’s association impacted my life by guiding me on whom to follow, whom I shouldn’t, what the right decisions to make, and how to study effectively. Badi didi helped me by not going on the wrong path and motivating me more towards God. Whenever I had a question in any situation, Badi didi always answered me either directly or indirectly. I will be in debt to Badi Didi forever.
~ Pratyush Dev (Youth/Kid) , Jacksonville FL USA
Divinely radiant and beautiful, our Badi Didi is an apostle of strength, sweet nature, humility, and the ultimate role model for Guru Bhakti.
Her tireless efforts of love and joy nurtured us with the spiritual energy to walk the path. She held us in her arms and uplifted us, especially after Shri Maharajji’s ascension to Golok.
For me, it was so uncanny and surreal that my sansari mother, who passed away many years ago, had several features that resembled our Respected Badi Didi. Badi Didi is my spiritual mother; my heart always flutters for her. I feel secure and nurtured knowing she is there.
Her innocent smile and her genuine, powerful advice were things that were closest to my heart.
I can never forget the one time she defended me (personal story).
Her advice was so spot on when I once told her that I’m trying to take leave from work because a great holy figure is coming. She told me, “Sansari logon ko sansari kaaran diya karo, unko wahi samajh aayega” (give worldly reasons to worldly people, they will understand those reasons)
So many such beautiful interactions lie within my heart for me to use as nuggets of spiritual and practical advice.
Badi Didi, YOU ARE OUR HEART
LOVE YOU
LOVE MAHARAJJI
Sincerely
~ Latha Shankar from VA, USA
My Dearest Badi Didi,
At the age of 8, I had the great fortune of meeting the 5th authentic Jagadguru of this age, Jagadguru Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj, referred to lovingly by the devotees as Maharaj Ji. At the time, I did not understand the importance of this grace, and to this day, I cannot claim that I have come close to understanding it. But it is thanks to you, Badi Didi, that I am on the path laid out by Shri Maharaj Ji, the path of Bhakti. When Maharaj Ji’s pastimes ended on this earth, I was a 15-year-old teenager. Growing up in America, I was much more concerned with friends, sports, and my future aspirations than I was about devotion. I was embarrassed about my culture and my religion, as it was not something any of my friends deemed to be cool or interesting.
While I continued to attend various spiritual camps and retreats in America, it was mostly to appease my parents, as they were desperate to keep my sister and me in touch with our Hindu heritage. Fast forward a few years to when I am in university. I was distraught. Many of the friends I thought I would have for a lifetime had disappeared from my life. I was struggling in school, an area that had always been natural for me. I was constantly anxious about what the future held. Most of all, I felt like I was alone. However, the culmination of these feelings was a turning point for me. Momentarily disenchanted from the world, I turned towards the path of Bhakti; this time of my own accord. I started attending weekly satsang and watching lectures and videos of Maharaj Ji. Oftentimes in these videos, I would see glimpses of you, Badi Didi. Sometimes you would be serving Maharaj Ji in your home, sometimes you would be videotaping or taking his photographs, and sometimes you would simply be enjoying the ras of his divine association. Inside me, there was a strong urge that I should meet you and have your association as well.
That summer, I decided to tag along with my father as we traveled to Radha Kunj, Maharaj JI’s ashram in Mussoorie, where you, Manjahli Didi, and Chhoti Didi were staying. I was nervous to come to you, as I was not one of Maharaji ji’s “good children”. However, you erased all of these feelings in an instant when you embraced me and said, “My son has come!”. You accepted me as your son, despite all of my shortcomings and faults. I was so lucky to be able to spend that time with you. Your door was always open to me and any other devotees. You cared so deeply for each and every one of us, always asking how we were doing and making sure we were taken care of. After being in your association, the feelings of loneliness in my heart evaporated. I know that you were in my heart at all times, along with Shri Maharaj Ji. When I was confused with or had questions about philosophy or even life in general, you would provide the answer in a most simple and relatable way, always in concurrence with Shri Maharaj Ji’s divine philosophy. Whenever I was down, I could always count on your merciful eyes, simple smile, and hearty laugh to uplift me! And what to say about your sense of humor? Nobody made jokes as good as you, Badi Didi. As funny as you were, your jokes always had a deeper meaning and were often humbling as well. I saw firsthand how devoted you were to your Seva. Starting your days at 1 A.M in the morning, you would open your doors around 2:30 for devotees to sit with you and enjoy your presence. During this time, you can call various devotees across the world to give them your darshan and converse with them. In my later years in university when you would call me daily to make sure I was staying on track with my studies and my sadhana. In the coming years, this grace was compounded by your daily Zoom calls, where you would greet more than 200+ devotees each morning, even while going through chemo treatments. This daily activity was so valuable to all of us, as your divine darshan and instructions inspired us to stay strong on the path of devotion. And that was just your morning routine! Your seva continued throughout the day as you led all of the initiatives of Jagadguru Kripalu Parishat, whether it be establishing and enhancing the charitable hospitals, schools, or distributions to the poor.
These daily activities inspired me and all the devotees to follow the same standard of Hari Guru Seva. You set a practical example of how a sadhak should live a simple life, following each and every instruction of his Guru and applying them practically. I watched as you completed seemingly impossible tasks by relying on Shri Maharaj Ji as your pillar of support. When anyone would praise you, you always stressed that everything being done was by Shri Maharaj Ji’s grace rather than your own work. You ingrained in each and every one of us that Shri Maharaj Ji remains in our hearts at all times, and is waiting to grace us once we accept this fact. And because you put so much emphasis on Shri Maharaj Ji’s philosophy, we have full faith that even though you have left this earth, you do reside in our hearts forever. You are with us always and will continue to support us until we reach our ultimate goal! Only this faith makes your absence bearable.
~ Anonymous
Dearest Badi Didi,
It is only because of your merciful nature that I am on this path of Bhakti! While there are no words to truly describe your divine beauty and grace, I hope you accept what your son has written. I humbly bow to your lotus feet and say “Radhey Radhey”.
~ Gaurav Rochwani
The first time I met Badi Didi (Dr. Vishakha Tripathi) was in Barsana Dham (Kirti Mandir). Badi Didi’s divinity was evident immediately. Her Eyes and Words exuded absolute kindness, purity, and grace. I truly felt as if I was meeting Shri Maharaj Ji (Jagadguruttam Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj) through Badi Didi, it was an incredible experience and the highlight of my life.
Thereafter, I was blessed to meet the Didi’s in Vrindavan Dham (Prem Mandir) as well as Mangarh (Kripalu Dham), and all Devotees present were showered, as always, with immense Grace. I feel that our Badi Didi is an extension of Shri Maharaj Ji, as are our Majhali Didi (Dr. Shyama Tripathi) and our Choti Didi (Dr. Krishna Tripathi). Although I believe that the Didi’s are all Saints, it has been their sole mission to guide all aspiring Souls towards Shri Maharaj Ji as our true Guru, and to spread His Teachings on the path of God Realization to the world.
Badi Didi has been an extraordinary example of perfect Nishkam Seva or Selfless Devotion to God and Guru. The way that our Badi Didi served Shri Maharaj Ji throughout Her Life has and will continue to inspire all Devotees to understand how to practice Selfless Devotion to God and Guru. Our Badi Didi has guided and nurtured so many aspiring Souls on the path of Bhakti or God Realization, and I believe she will continue to do so for eons.
Radhey Radhey
~ Tim S Dhillon (Tarunmit Singh Dhillon), USA
In this vast world, there are few individuals who touch our hearts so deeply that their presence becomes etched in our souls forever. For me, that person is my dearest Badi Didi—a woman of unparalleled grace, love, and spiritual depth, whose very being radiates kindness and comfort. I cannot express enough how unique and special she is to me.
I first met Badi Didi in April 2007. Although we didn’t have the chance to spend time together, just the experience of her darshan—the divine sight of her—was enough to leave an indelible impression on my heart. There was something in that moment that I couldn’t quite explain, but I knew, deep in my being, that she was someone extraordinary. The few visits to India that followed offered me the opportunity to see her again, but time with her remained fleeting. Still, those brief encounters were enough to fill me with a sense of peace, joy, and spiritual fulfillment. The Divine law works in mysterious ways, and I believe that even in those short moments of darshan, I was able to connect with her on a soul-deep level. Just one glance from Badi Didi filled me with an immense sense of satisfaction and inner peace—an unspoken understanding that transcended words. It was as though, through the power of her presence, I felt a deep sense of belonging, of being truly seen and loved. In more recent years, I was fortunate enough to visit her on two very special occasions: her 75th birthday and during the annual sadhana program at Shri Kripalu Dham. These visits were like blessings in themselves—times when I was able to experience her love and spiritual wisdom more deeply than ever before. Yet, it’s the moments of parting that I cherish the most. Every time I would go to do my pranam before leaving, I would feel a pang of sadness, reluctant to say goodbye to the source of so much comfort and grace. But Badi Didi, in her infinite love, always knew how to console me. Her gentle, lotus-like hands would lovingly rest on my cheeks, and in that tender touch, I would feel all my sadness melt away. There was such sweetness in her gesture, a silent promise that I was always in her heart, no matter how far apart we were. It was a moment I will never forget—one filled with warmth, compassion, and the purest form of love.
These experiences with Badi Didi are some of the most precious moments of my life. They have touched my soul in ways that words cannot fully capture. She has not only been a guide and a spiritual beacon but also a symbol of love and care, showing me that divine connection transcends all distances. Each interaction, each glance, and each touch from her has been a gift—blessing that I carry with me every day. I am eternally grateful to have Badi Didi in my life. Her presence continues to inspire me, her love continues to guide me, and her grace continues to uplift me. Truly, the experiences I have shared with her are unforgettable, and I will treasure them for the rest of my life.
~ Hina Patel, USA
Words cannot describe how much of an impact Badi Didi has had on my life. The first time I met her, I was 3, celebrating my 4th birthday with Maharaj Ji. While I don’t remember a lot from that part of my life, I remember her perfect smile she had while riding a golf cart all around the ashram. As I grew up, she has been a pillar in my life, a guiding light, and the best example of what I want to attain. But I am not an exception. Badi Didi has transformed millions of people, and for that, I am forever grateful.
When I was younger, I never truly understood the importance of sadhana. It was something that was just part of my life. I would go to satsang on the weekends. I had the opportunity to meet Maharaj Ji and Didis so many times, but I never understood how lucky I was. The more I went to India, the more Badi Didi pulled me in. Without fail, the first question she would ask when I landed was if I had eaten yet. She took such an interest in the smallest things going on in her children’s lives. She would notice the days I was sad on Zoom and would ask what was wrong with the most beautiful smile on her face. She would greet me with the biggest hugs and touch my face with the softest hands and tell me how happy she was that I came to see her.
But her love did not stop there. Every day, her only aim was to serve God and the Guru. She would tell us how lucky we were to have Maharaj Ji in our lives. She would tell us not to waste this precious life we have been given. She would tell us of Maharaj Ji’s leelas. She would tell us to constantly think of God. And while doing all of this, she would manage all 3 ashrams and take care of everybody she loved.
To Badi Didi: We will forever miss your hugs, your caring personality, and your eternal love. Thank you for the trolley rides in Mussourie, the flowers during Holi, and the biggest smiles whenever I would dance for you. Thank you for the eternal wisdom and for being the best role model any satsangi could ever have. I love you, and I will make it my life’s goal to see you and the divine family soon. Till we meet again.
~ Arushi Dhingra
A Beautiful Light that keeps the darkness away. Badi Didi gave me inner peace just to be in her company. Her shining beauty and gentleness made me feel so fortunate to be with her. When she touched my hand to say I see you made me feel so happy. Badi Didi was the living example of selflessness. She was my hero and an example of helping those who were less fortunate. Just to see the children inspired me. Her last words were to do Sadhana and Seva. She did both and showed me the way. I will miss you, Badi Didi
~ Sarina Michaels
A Heartfelt Tribute to Badi Didi (Sushree Vishakha Tripathi)
It is with a heart full of love and gratitude that I pay tribute to Badi Didi, Sushree Vishakha Tripathi, whose presence in our lives has been nothing short of a blessing. I have known her since my childhood, and in all these years, she has been a constant source of love, guidance, and unwavering support. Like a mother, she was always there for me, offering advice, watching over my growth, and helping me navigate life’s challenges with her wisdom and care.
Badi Didi’s aura was so strong, so full of life, that it is hard to fathom a world without her. Her spirit is forever embedded in our hearts. The memories of her laughter, her graceful walk, and the elegance with which she carried herself will live on with us always. She had a special gift for making everyone feel important. With her radiant smile, twinkling eyes, and cheerful nature, she lit up every room she entered. Her presence was a constant source of joy and comfort.
Badi Didi was deeply loved and revered by all, especially by the younger generation. She was always present, from morning till evening, ever available for anyone in need, and never making us feel alone. She would chat with everyone as a dear friend, sharing snippets of her life with love and warmth. Shri Maharaji himself lovingly referred to her sessions as “Vishakha ki Darbar.”
Her kindness extended not only to me but also to my family—my parents, brothers, and their children. She engaged with each of them individually, calling them by name, listening to their stories, and guiding them with the same affection and care. In her humility, she would even lovingly call my mother “Mummy” and would always ask me to extend her ‘Radhe Radhe’ greetings to her whenever I went home.
It is no surprise that she was deeply loved and cherished by all of us. Her warmth, affection, and genuine care made her a beloved figure in all our lives. Her nurturing spirit made each of us feel like we were her priority. Her love and guidance were endless, and she cared for each one of us like a loving elder.
There are countless memories that will stay with me forever, but one recent incident stands out. When I informed her that I had to return home for a while, she gave me a playful look of mock anger, but her expression quickly softened into a warm smile as she said, “Jaldi Aana.” That moment is etched in my heart, and it perfectly captures her loving nature. She cared deeply for each one of us and could never bear to see us struggle in the material world. Her love and concern for our well-being were boundless, and that moment will forever remind me of her nurturing spirit.
Badi Didi’s whole life revolved around Shri Maharaj Ji. She upheld Maharaj Ji’s philosophy with unwavering devotion and always encouraged us to love Maharaj Ji deeply and dedicate ourselves to sadhana. She frequently reminded us that true happiness lies with God and urged us not to squander time on worldly distractions. One of her teachings that remains with me is her advice to practice chanting the name of 'Radhe' with every breath during our free moments. She lived her life as the epitome of an ideal devotee, and her example was one that we all aspired to follow.
Badi Didi shared a beautiful bond that was rooted in deep love, mutual respect, and understanding with her equally esteemed younger sisters, Manjheli and Choti Didis. Together, the three sisters formed a harmonious trio, their synchronized attire a reflection of the deep unity they shared. Always together, they ventured out as one, spreading love, wisdom, and light to all those around them. We will now miss this beautiful sight—an embodiment of love and togetherness. The care and affection they held for each other will remain in our hearts forever, a cherished memory that will inspire us always.
Though Badi Didi is no longer with us in person, her love and wisdom continue to guide us. Her presence will always be felt in every smile, every conversation, and every cherished memory we carry in our hearts. She will forever remain with us—in our hearts and in the lives she touched so gracefully and lovingly.
We love you, Badi Didi. My countless obeisances at your lotus feet.
~ Kamini J Ramchandani
Badi didi has been an embodiment of a true mother figure in my life. With her inspiration, many of us are walking the path of Bhakti. She taught us how to be a true devotee by truly living and following Maharajji’s philosophy to the dot. Her whole life has been about serving and inspiring everyone to do sadhana and seva. Like a mother, she wiped our tears and picked us up when we fell. When we lost hope, she inspired us to keep pushing. As I reflect on the influence Badi Didi has had in my life, I cannot help but feel a profound sense of gratitude. Her absence will leave a significant void, and I will miss her deeply.
~ Anonymous
My humble prostrations to the lotus feet of Divine Badi Didi, Her Holiness Dr. Vishakha Tripathi.
Badi Didi has created many VSK videos on all topics related to Shree Maharajji. All the videos are very beautiful and inspirational. Watching them over the years, they have deepened my understanding of Shree Maharajji and how to follow his teachings.
Badi Didi created the most magnificent Guru Dham Temple in Kripalu Dham and beautified so many areas of the entire ashram. It appears like a Divine World because it is so incredibly and out-of-this-world beautiful. The same is true of Prem Mandir in Vrindavan and the entire campus there and in Kirti Mandir in Barsana.
The style of dressing up the Dieties, as designed by Badi Didi, is the most beautiful in all the world, including how our Radha and Krishna Dieties are painted a shade of blue and gold. There are no other Dieties as beautiful as the JKP Dieties as created by Badi Didi.
Now I am reading the 4 booklets written by Badi Didi, “Spirituality in Daily Living.” They are short chapters on many different topics of Maharajji’s teachings. The books explain in beautifully written English exactly how to adopt Maharajji’s teachings and bring them into your practical life. I am reading these books in the morning when I wake up, before I go to bed, and during the day when I have a break. The books are so easy for me to read and understand that I can immediately start practicing during the day what Badi Didi is explaining in the book. I am very grateful to Badi Didi for writing these books in English. They are dramatically helping me to understand and follow the path of Bhakti.
Badi Didi also helped me to learn verses of Radha Govinda Geet by creating the Bhakti Challenge.
I love Badi Didi and I miss her a lot. At the same time, I can feel her here with me when I read her books and watch the VSK videos.
~ Donna Taylor, Radha Madhav Dham, Austin, USA
This is Reena from Toronto. I have been a devotee of Shri Maharaj Ji since 2008. My journey with our dearest Didis picked up during Covid, when our Didis graced us with their darshan every day on Zoom.
In July 2023, I was diagnosed with early-stage 2 breast cancer, which broke me mentally. It was then Badi Didi who supported and encouraged me to fight it. She told me to just bear it positively and not think about it, giving her own example.
She always made herself available in spite of her super busy schedule. Didi lives in our hearts and always will. We are truly blessed and very fortunate souls to have them in our materialistic lives. They are our sunshine and only bring us joy.
It has been the biggest, tragic loss: our inspirational, magical Badi Didi. I am devastated, heartbroken, and still in denial of her being no more with us.
Didi, I will miss your beautiful smile and your magical eyes every day.
~Reena Sodhi
Badi Didi brought discipline and love into my life. Living with a chronic stomach disorder, I often struggled to maintain a routine. Yet every day on Zoom, she would ask what I ate and what I had prepared for her Bhog. Without even realizing it, she stepped into the role of a true mother for me. I would spend my days thinking about what to cook, how to present it to her, which plate to use, and even what small talk we would share.
Her unwavering care for my well-being and her heartfelt interest in my offerings for Bhog gave me a sense of purpose and comfort, even amidst my health challenges.
It’s remarkable how someone can quietly step into our lives and offer the kind of love and discipline we didn’t even know we needed.
Thank you, Badi Didi, for all the love and Kripa you showered on me through the years. I will miss you deeply. 😪
Love, 💕
~ Raj Jhaveri, New Jersey, USA
Your wisdom and affection towards me during the time spent with you will live forever in my heart. Your words “Keval Hari aur Guru main hi Mann lagtaon” echo every day in my conscious mind. Your dedication towards Shri Maharajji’s mission and unconditional love towards us has set a unique example of seva and devotion for me to follow for the rest of my life. My love and gratitude towards you cannot be described in limited words. You are a saint of the highest order, Shri Maharajji’s nearest and dearest disciple, a spiritual mentor, and a spiritual sister and family to me. There is no better way to feel and remind myself that Shri Maharajji and you will always be together in my heart and mind, fostering love for Shri Radha and Krishna during my good and bad days and every moment.
With deep affection and devotion,
~ Dr. Ashwani Dev
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